Life and More Doubts.

I'm back again with reality, yeay.

Tomorrow will gonna be my first day on second semester and I'm not ready. Woohoo.
And by the way, I'm starting to doubt my major huhu.

The same question keeps coming in my head,
"Is this really what I want?"
It's not that I can't follow up every subject,
I'm going to say that my first gpa was pretty good.
But.. I don't know. Seeing my best friend, taking what she wants as her major makes me kinda jealous. My mom didn't allow me to take what I want, so I thought it was gonna be a bad idea if I forced my dream. Because there is this saying in my country, 'if you don't get permission from your parents especially your mom, then it's going to be hard to happen or something bad will come to you'
It's kinda stupid to believe that I know. But, every time my mom says no, something bad happens to me HAHAHA :(

Still, I'm going to tell you people,
Do what your heart says and if you have a dream, go get it. Seriously.

Because you could end up like me.
Doubting.
Confuse.
Questioning.
Regrets.

I don't even know what I want for life now.