Tuesday, August 22, 2017

Questions

Hi

There are a lot of thoughts in my mind right now.

Have you ever feel like you are in the wrong path?
Is it wrong to really do what you want?
Who's the wrong one?
Is it okay to tell what's in your head?
Will people hear me?
Even though I've tried many times, why doesn't it work to me?
Am I not good enough?
Why do I can't make any progress?
Which path should I really choose?
Why doesn't it want to give up?
Should I stop?
Should I forget?
Why do they ask people to do things?
Why does it hurt?
Do I have my priorities right?

What do I really want?
Is it okay to be like this?
Can I do it?
Should I stay?
Is it okay to always act like this?
Am I okay?
Am I wrong?

Saturday, August 19, 2017

Negative

I'm feeling so down these days.

Like, I always have negative thoughts in my head and I can't stop it.

I'm kinda tired of it.

I can't move forward.

I'm stuck.

Saturday, August 5, 2017

World Without Trust

Hey.

So my anxiety hit me again and I don't know what to do so I'll just write everything here.

I think I really have no trust to people. I might look like I trust but I don't and I really don't know what to do.

What I'm trying to tell, I have world without trust.
I tried many times but they betrayed me and no, this isn't just me feel this way. I choose the wrong person many times and that made me like this. World without trust is suck. Because you can't tell people what's really in your head and all you can do is write in a blog like this, even it's just small things.

And I hope you guys doesn't feel the way I do. You really need someone to talk. To ease your mind.

Good night