Dilemma.

Hello people,

So yeah, I'm having a dilemma. 

Never ending dilemma.

This is not for me to write something like this, but,

I will.

Because I need to let out this feelings (?)

SOOOOOOO,

There is this boy who likes me.

I don't know it for sure, because I heard it from a friend

At first, I don't really believe it because.. I don't know.. every time people said something like that I've never believe it. Maybe because it's my trust issue? OR I'M TOO DENSE. (A lot of them says I'm that dense. lol. I'm sorry people)

But, after she said that, I do kinda feel it.. .-. 

He take care of me..

I mean, 

He would ask me where I am, do I need him to pick me up or take me home, telling me to eat properly, etc. 

The problem is.................... WE HAVE DIFFERENT BELIEFS.

(Ehm. So. I live in a country where people have strong beliefs towards their religion and relationship between different believer is a big no no)

And.... I haven't completely move on from the last one..

Well actually, I don't know my own feelings.

The boy I liked told me he had found someone who is special to him.

"Oh.. he found someone else. He has move on.. maybe I should too.."

That's what I thought. I also don't want to be stuck. So I tried.

But, he has the same problem with me.

He and his girl crush have different beliefs............................

We're kinda in the same situation.

He even asked me what should he do. 

Well.. I don't know? 

Should I open my heart or keep waiting?

Should you keep chasing her or give up?

I DON'T KNOW MYSELF DUDE.