Problems

Hi

Have I ever mentioned that I've someone I like recently?
Actually, I don't know for sure but talking with him excite me somehow
He's my classmate. We're also in the Orchestra team.

But open up to him is really a problem for me.
I couldn't tell him stories like I did when I was in senior high.
I'm always holding up.

I've once tried to asked his opinion about my problem and it felt good.
But after that I can't seem to tell him anymore.
By the way, not only him but everyone.
I want to tell my good friend about something I don't understand but I can't.

And I don't know why
There's something wrong with me.